{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"E80: Living WITH Fear Not IN Fear with Susan Angel Miller","description":"Susan Angel Miller's daughter died suddenly after being diagnosed with a rare form of childhood brain cancer. Not four years later, Susan was diagnosed with a brain tumor and underwent surgery\u2014and the parallels to her daughter's experience are incredible. Susan's book Permission to Thrive&amp;nbsp;recounts the experience of her oldest daughter's death, Susan's experience of having a brain tumor, and the concept of post-traumatic growth, which she is actively harnessing in her process of &quot;coming back.&quot; Today, we're talking about how grief is AWKWARD, why Susan never stopped speaking her daughter's name, and how the miracle of organ donation introduced them to a woman named Trish. Also this week, the weird phenomenon of &quot;temporarily unable to see rainbows&quot; that grievers often face. Susan Angel Miller's work and book: https:\/\/susanangelmiller.com\/ More on &quot;temporarily unable to see rainbows&quot; from What's Your Grief: https:\/\/whatsyourgrief.com\/grief-makes-you-crazy2\/ Become a part of my insiders community! Support Coming Back on Patreon to unlock weekly grief journaling prompts, podcast swag, and LIVE grief hangouts from me: https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/shelbyforsythia Set sail on the 2020 Bereavement Cruise: http:\/\/comingbackcruise.com Apply for private grief coaching with me: http:\/\/www.shelbyforsythia.com\/grief-coaching\/ Subscribe to Coming Back:  Apple Podcasts&amp;nbsp;https:\/\/apple.co\/2CMqhhE Spotify&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/spoti.fi\/2CMr16k Stitcher&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2m08eJr YouTube&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2m1JWil Google Podcasts&amp;nbsp;https:\/\/tinyurl.com\/y8elxq9t TuneIn&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2F469Fl  Continue the conversation on grief and loss in my private Facebook group, The Grief Growers' Garden: https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/groups\/thegriefgrowersgarden\/ To ask a question or leave a comment for a future show, leave a voicemail or text&amp;nbsp;312.725.3043&amp;nbsp;or email&amp;nbsp;shelby@shelbyforsythia.com. Because even through grief, we are growing.&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/www.shelbyforsythia.com\/ ","author_name":"Coming Back: Conversations on life after loss","author_url":"http:\/\/www.shelbyforsythia.com\/","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/9883565\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88a24d\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/9883565"}