{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"E66: Perspective is a Hell of a Drug with Kate Manser","description":"Three back-to-back losses left Kate Manser with a severe case of death anxiety. Mortality was lurking around every corner. When the freak death of a friend on Mount Everest marked the fourth death in a short amount of time, Kate had a flash of insight: &quot;I might die tomorrow.&quot; This profound statement became the fire under her ass: &quot;If I might die tomorrow, I'm going to build a life I love today.&quot; We're talking about how death anxiety feels in the body, how grief makes us diagnose ourselves with not-at-all-real deadly diseases on WebMD, and what Kate calls her, &quot;deathbed meditation.&quot; Also this week, I'm sharing my five favorite grief books for 2019. Grieving? Check out These Five Books in&amp;nbsp;2019. https:\/\/bit.ly\/2CYZqNF Kate Manser's work (and stickers!): http:\/\/www.youmightdietomorrow.com\/ LIVE grief support + so much more when you support Coming Back on Patreon: https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/shelbyforsythia Subscribe to Coming Back:  Apple Podcasts&amp;nbsp;https:\/\/apple.co\/2CMqhhE Spotify&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/spoti.fi\/2CMr16k Stitcher&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2m08eJr YouTube&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2m1JWil Google Podcasts&amp;nbsp;https:\/\/tinyurl.com\/y8elxq9t TuneIn&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/bit.ly\/2F469Fl  Continue the conversation on grief and loss in my private Facebook group, The Grief Growers' Garden:&amp;nbsp;https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/groups\/thegriefgrowersgarden\/ To ask a question or leave a comment for a future show, leave a voicemail at&amp;nbsp;312.725.3043&amp;nbsp;or email&amp;nbsp;shelby@shelbyforsythia.com. Because even through grief, we are growing.&amp;nbsp;http:\/\/www.shelbyforsythia.com\/  &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"Coming Back: Conversations on life after loss","author_url":"http:\/\/www.shelbyforsythia.com\/","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/8188739\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88a24d\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/8188739"}