{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"The Real Cost of Growing Up in a Legalistic Christian Home","description":"Kelly Camp grew up a pastor's kid in a legalistic home, learning early how to &quot;play church&quot; without ever having a real relationship with God. Then, at 18, a devastating diagnosis in his family became the moment that sent him running from God for decades. This is the origin of a story about isolation, anger, and how one unprocessed wound can shape a life. KEY TAKEAWAYS&amp;nbsp; \u26a1\ufe0f Growing up close to church and growing up close to God are not the same thing. Kelly spent 18 formative years around faith with no real relationship behind it. \u26a1\ufe0f Isolation after a painful event can quietly set a life's trajectory. Kelly's choice not to talk to anyone about his father's diagnosis became a defining, decades-long turning point. \u26a1\ufe0f Unprocessed pain doesn't disappear, it compounds. What started as private anger toward God became a pattern Kelly carried into his relationships for over 30 years. TIMESTAMPS&amp;nbsp; 00:00 \u2014 A pastor's kid and an &quot;elite group&quot; of PKs 02:00 \u2014 Growing up in a legalistic home 04:00 \u2014 The models of faith Kelly actually admired 06:30 \u2014 The diagnosis that changed everything 08:00 \u2014 The decision that started decades of running CONNECT WITH DARON&amp;nbsp; Website: https:\/\/daronearlewine.com Coaching: https:\/\/roguecollectivecoaching.com Email: daron@daronearlewine.com Support the mission: blackbirdmission.com\/give Follow Jesus releases November. Free copies at the Dirt World Summit in Phoenix, and available wherever books are sold.&amp;nbsp; JOIN THE CONVERSATION&amp;nbsp; If you've ever carried a wound in silence instead of talking to someone, share this clip with a friend \u2014 and follow for the rest of Kelly Camp's story. HASHTAGS #DaronEarlewinePodcast #PastorsKid #FaithJourney #ChristianPodcast #Redemption ","author_name":"The Daron Earlewine Podcast","author_url":"http:\/\/blackbirdmission.com\/","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/42938367\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/246866\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/206382207"}