{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":300,"width":600,"title":"Why I HATE how I look (Am I Fat?)","description":"In this video, I'm sharing raw, unedited footage of myself alongside the story behind it: growing up as the "fat kid," dealing with a speech impediment, and carrying the weight of family dysfunction and how other people saw me. The moment I sat down and watched footage of myself for the first time: the number on the scale, the shame I've carried, why I was scared to post this, the people-pleasing that came from hiding my weight, and why I'm sharing it- because it's my story. It's not for everyone, but it's about being honest about where I've been so I can move forward. As I like to say, "Keeping social media real.." this isn't a highlight reel. It's NOT a super personal diary of everything, but enough to let folks know they're not alone in their journey. Sometimes, it takes an uncomfortable long look at yourself, body image, and see what it actually takes to start the healing instead of just hiding. Confessions of 3 People Pleasers: https:\/\/youtu.be\/CnwcJngVHpQ?si=Bv-BUaqBrtMmkLwM If this resonates with you, subscribe for more honest conversations on self-image, healing, and personal growth - and let me know in the comments: what's one thing you've never said out loud about how you see yourself?  Watch the full YouTube video: https:\/\/youtu.be\/YGE7mC8e8bQ #selfimage #bodyimage #healingjourney ","author_name":"NDUB with no Borders","author_url":"https:\/\/ndubbrand.com\/category\/lets-talk-marketing\/","html":"