{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Which Version of Barb Will Follow Through?","description":"As I look back on my last 10 years, I realize there is always a major event that happens in my life every decade. And as I look forward 5 years, I realize Molly will have been dead longer than she will have been alive and there\u2019s a lot of feelings that come with that. In this episode, I chat about some of the things I\u2019ll be doing in the absence of recording this podcast and how I\u2019m trying to stack my habits one at a time.  Key Takeaways:    [0:00] What\u2019s happened in the last 10 years of my life  [4:57] Unique, nuanced things I did in grief  [5:59] Not being able to throw anything with the date on it away or buy new clothes [8:32] How my grief comes through in raising Jack  [11:56] The next 5 years I\u2019m dreading [13:21] These years are more about me and following through on things [14:25] Walking everyday, alcohol, and fucking gratitude  [16:12] I\u2019m taking a couple of weeks off from everything [17:15] Which version of Barb is going to follow through?  [20:09] Working on selling my book  Connect with Barb:   Leave me a message   Website   Facebook    Instagram   YouTube   The Molly B Foundation   ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"