{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Trauma in Every Decade","description":"At this point, I\u2019m just anticipating whatever traumatic event will happen to me next because some sort of disaster seems to follow me every decade. Sexual abuse, drinking, my life dating life, getting married and divorced twice, losing my career, doomed friendships, brain tumors, and losing kids.   Key Takeaways:&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; [0:00] The best part of podcasting has been the people I\u2019ve met&amp;nbsp; [2:05] Trauma at every part of my life and here\u2019s the beginning&amp;nbsp; [3:19] The problems began with the sexual abuse [4:18] Telling my mom about the abuse and becoming an athlete&amp;nbsp; [6:02] Drinking, dating, and moving back home&amp;nbsp; [7:29] Marrying Eric, being a Baha\u2019i, teaching, and my relationship falling apart [9:03] Divorce, meeting Kenny, buying a house, losing a baby, and having two more [11:43] Meeting Amy, my sabbatical, and being forced to resign [13:49] Rebuilding my life, CrossFit, and doomed friendships [15:32] Losing Molly, brain tumors, having Jack, and starting a podcast&amp;nbsp; [17:52] Anticipating what traumatic event will happen next&amp;nbsp; [20:19] Maybe traumatic events are just the cycle of life   Resources: &amp;nbsp;    My episode on Vallen\u2019s podcast     Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Leave me a message &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/42311590\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/42311590"}