{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"I've Got My Hands On A Miracle: Healing From A 35-Year Wound","description":"Terry Murphy has been sober since May 23, 1991\u2014nearly 35 years of continuous recovery. In this live episode of I Love Being Sober, recorded with the Camelback Recovery outpatient community in Phoenix, Arizona, Terry joins host Tim Westbrook to share the addiction that nearly killed him, the morning everything changed, and the life he has built since. Terry is a husband of 47 years, father of two, and grandfather of three. In long-term recovery, he has spent more than three decades serving in substance-use programs with the Maricopa County Sheriff\u2019s Office and the Arizona Department of Corrections. He was appointed by Governor Janet Napolitano to Arizona\u2019s substance abuse credentialing committee and founded Helping Hands for the Navajo Nation during the COVID-19 pandemic, delivering millions of pounds of aid to tribal communities. In 2024, he became the primary author of the Twelve Step Companion Guide of Cocaine Anonymous\u2014the first major addict-authored recovery text since 1982. He also ran his first marathon at 50 and has now completed five ultramarathons. In this episode, Terry discusses:   The night in active addiction when he believed his family would be better off without him\u2014and what stopped him   Why he calls addiction \u201ca grave I dug\u201d and recovery a miracle he didn\u2019t earn   Losing his job after entering rehab, and the opportunity nine months sober that changed everything   The difficult amends he has made over three decades in recovery   Working the 12 Steps repeatedly\u2014and how each pass brings something new   Running marathons and ultramarathons, and what endurance teaches about sobriety   Co-authoring a new recovery guide and why it was long overdue   What 35 years of sobriety has looked like in its most recent chapter   A direct message to those in treatment\u2014and anyone questioning whether recovery is worth it   Whether you are new to sobriety, long into recovery, working the Steps, or supporting someone in addiction, Terry Murphy\u2019s story is a reminder of what long-term recovery can make possible. ","author_name":"I Love Being Sober","author_url":"https:\/\/www.camelbackrecovery.com\/","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/41335515\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/3d9aa4\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/202111075"}