{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Feeling Different? A Deep Dive into the Enneagram 4 Experience with Dudley Delffs","description":"There are some conversations that don\u2019t just inform you\u2014they find you. This was one of those for me. In this episode, I sit down with my friend Dudley Delffs\u2014author, therapist, and a fellow self-preservation Four\u2014and what unfolds is less of an interview and more of an honest, unguarded conversation between two people who\u2019ve spent a lifetime trying to tell the truth about their lives\u2026and sometimes wondering what it costs to do that. We talk about the long journey of being a Four\u2014the early years of feeling different, the instinct to hide parts of your story, and the slow, sometimes painful work of learning how to bring those parts into the light. Along the way, we wander into territory that might feel familiar: creativity, envy, addiction, belonging, and that quiet, persistent question many of us carry: What have I done with my life? And yet, this isn\u2019t a heavy conversation\u2014it\u2019s a human one. There\u2019s laughter, there\u2019s tenderness, and there are a few moments where something deeper breaks through\u2026the kind of moments that remind me why I love doing this work in the first place. If you\u2019ve ever felt like you don\u2019t quite fit\u2014even in rooms where you clearly do\u2026 If you\u2019ve wrestled with whether your story is too much\u2014or somehow not enough\u2026 Or if you\u2019re trying to make peace with your past without losing who you are in the process\u2026 I think this conversation might meet you right where you are. Come listen. ","author_name":"Typology","author_url":"http:\/\/www.typologypodcast.com","html":"