{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"My Body, My Rules | The Weight of Chronic Illness | What You Don't See, But I Carry Every Day","description":"Chronic illness isn\u2019t just pain. It\u2019s not just symptoms. It\u2019s grief. Guilt. Unseen exhaustion. Dismissal. Isolation. Fear. In Chapter 2 of this raw, ongoing series, I open up about what it really feels like to live in a body that doesn\u2019t follow the rules\u2014physically, emotionally, socially, and spiritually. This one is for the spoonies, the warriors, the invisible fighters, and the ones just trying to get through the day without having to prove their pain. \ud83d\udcac Topics covered: Waking up already in battle Medical gaslighting \u201cYou don\u2019t look sick\u201d culture Redefining productivity and value Relationships and chronic fatigue The loop of guilt, grief, and survival \ud83d\udc49 Whether you live it or love someone who does, this is the reality behind the filters. Don\u2019t forget to like, share, or comment if this resonates. This video is also part of the weekly vlogs series on YouTube: Ariadna Studios ","author_name":"The Always Believer Podcast","author_url":"https:\/\/campsite.to\/theariadnaarredondo","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/40339795\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/a93a98\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/40339795"}