{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"The Ibogaine Journey: Death Of The Old Self","description":"In this episode, Melanie sits down with Patrick and Michelle Fishley, co-founders of Soul Reflections, to unpack what Ibogaine and the Iboga plant are, why people seek them out for addiction interruption, trauma, PTSD, and brain health, and why screening, safety protocols, and long-term integration matter just as much as the ceremony itself. Patrick and Michelle share their background as nurses, how they began this work in 2012, the difference between Ibogaine (one alkaloid) and Iboga (the full plant with many alkaloids), and what they wish more people understood before pursuing any retreat or clinic. Guest Bio Patrick &amp;amp; Michelle Fishley are the co-founders of Soul Reflections, offering preparation and integration support, retreats, and education around Iboga and Ibogaine. With nursing backgrounds and years in this work, they emphasize ethical facilitation, client safety, and the importance of long-term integration. What You\u2019ll Learn   The difference between Ibogaine and the full Iboga plant    Why cardiac screening matters and what \u201cQT prolongation\u201d means in plain language    How medication interactions can increase risk and why tapering windows matter    Why they call Ibogaine an \u201cinterruption,\u201d not a cure    What \u201cexpectation\u201d vs \u201cintention\u201d looks like in medicine work    Why integration can take months (even up to a year) and what that support can look like    What to ask when choosing a retreat or clinic (and why \u201ccheap\u201d can be a red flag)    Discussion Highlights (Timestamps)   00:00 Melanie introduces Ibogaine\/Iboga + guests Patrick &amp;amp; Michelle Fishley    02:05 How Patrick first got involved; from ICU nursing to medicine work    04:20 Why medical supervision matters (heart component)    06:43 QT prolongation explained + medication interaction risks    08:38 Their mission: bridging gaps in mental health and holistic care    12:58 Brain health, TBI\/concussions, neurogenesis + what the research is exploring    13:27 Ibogaine vs Iboga: one alkaloid vs 100+ alkaloids    18:10 Comparing Iboga with other psychedelics and why integration time matters    20:19 What addiction is rooted in (coping, nervous system, unmet needs)    24:51 Physical symptoms: inflammation, gut, nervous system support (and why outcomes vary)    33:01 Misinformation + oversimplification from podcasts\/documentaries    36:52 How to access it safely + what questions to ask any provider    40:10 Their community + retreat structure (typically 8 days, two ceremonies)    41:59 Legality \u201cgray area\u201d in Canada + why education and regulation matter    47:47 Their involvement in Dosed and why hope matters    49:40 Final advice: slow down, do your homework, prioritize safety + integration    Key Takeaways   Safety is not optional. Screening, supervision, and protocols matter more than hype.    Ibogaine can interrupt addiction physiology, but long-term change needs participation, environment shifts, and support.    Iboga\/Ibogaine isn\u2019t a \u201cone-size-fits-all\u201d experience. Comparisons create disappointment and blind spots.    Integration is the real work. The retreat is the beginning, not the finish line.      Episode References: Subscribe to the Activate &amp;amp; Illuminate Newsletter (for BONUS content and more): LET\u2019S GET ACTIVATED &amp;nbsp; Guest Links:&amp;nbsp; www.soulreflections.net @soulreflectionsiboga (IG and FB and Youtube) April 23-30 and May 2-10 Traditional Iboga retreats in Baja Serenity(Cabo Pulmo) Mx, Aug 9- Sacred Roots Microdosing Masterclass &amp;nbsp; Connect with Melanie: Instagram: https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/activateandilluminate\/ Facebook: https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/activateandilluminate YouTube: https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/@activateandilluminatewithmel Website: https:\/\/activateandilluminate.com\/ Contact Us: pr@melaniewakelin.com Melanie\u2019s Businesses: LifeVantage Representative: http:\/\/protandimcanada.lifevantage.com\/ ","author_name":"Activate &amp; Illuminate with Melanie Wakelin","author_url":"https:\/\/sites.libsyn.com\/558740","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/40211045\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/198905345"}