{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"TBD","description":"In this episode, I want to let it out. Look, it's a teensy bit chaotic and explosive at times. I can explain why I do this: 1. I'm a vocal show off lol. I like a chance to engage with the variance...  2. It's also to illustrate how seamless I could weave through those different volumes and paces 3. Nothing else to say, I'm just recognizing that bullet point lists look better in 3's   This episode is my processing buffer along the yellow brick road of YO AHORA. In fact, it's the episode when I finally declare the actual name of the podcast, the intention for the episodes, and a rough timeline for its existence in my life. Quite literally making this up as I go, this project has so far been an outlet for me to be exactly who I am: including in its own conception + execution. A lot of freestyle, plenty of intuition, vulnerability, willingness, self-amusement, curiosity, etc, etc, etc. This episode is definitely a good pulse check for gate keeping, because I feel like its probably my sharper ends of self on display. Some personas I typically keep between me and my irl communities, where I can gauge social feedback and unfolding optics.  At this point, I've visualized the YO AHORA of it all like this: Episode 1 is a pure freestyle yap with one point of inspo Episode 2 was exploring a practical self-reflection too (NYE\/EOY thoughts) Episode 3 is getting into the practical of Vipassana (+ a lot of lore from my 20s) Episode 4 *this one* is an intermission for the podcast to reflect on "itself" Anyway, you get it.  Moving forward, the following episodes are exploring my years working with the "pickup artists", and then my experience working with Ayahuasca in Peru, and then probably pivot to more advice-based reflections throughout the weeks going into Spring. I personally associate springtime with a time when love is in the air So it will be a great time to bring the sprinkle of long-format social dynamics nerd rants into the pod. Join the list: www.socialdynamicsnerd.com\/yap  ","author_name":"YO AHORA","author_url":"https:\/\/sites.libsyn.com\/602970","html":"