{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"I'm Motherless","description":"I feel directionless in life, I don\u2019t know what to choose next, and I need to figure things out. Because in Motherland? I have no other choice. I\u2019ve been goal setting, problem solving, and trying to learn how to take care of myself in an effort to find a solution. But one thing keeps getting in the way. How do I mother others without someone mothering me?   Key Takeaways:&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; [1:09] My TV interview and why I chose the title Motherland [3:08] Waiting for things I know won\u2019t happen&amp;nbsp; [4:48] My mom\u2019s losing her independence and I\u2019m left mothering myself [6:52] My psychic, visit from Molly who told me to get rid of manipulators&amp;nbsp; [8:08] Being told to take care of myself and not take things personally&amp;nbsp; [9:39] Being parentified as a child, but wanting to change [12:27] Making outcome based goals makes me feel like a failure [13:22] Working on my mobility is a process goal [16:18] If I stay where I am, how will I change? [18:02] I\u2019ve never really taken good care of myself&amp;nbsp; [19:19] I need to promote my book and figure out my podcast&amp;nbsp; [22:32] I am at a fork in the road and don\u2019t know how to make things happen&amp;nbsp; [23:59] Enjoy whatever your January will be &amp;nbsp; Resources: &amp;nbsp;   My Psychic Medium   My TV Interview   &amp;nbsp; Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp;  Be a guest on the podcast&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/39679645\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/39679645"}