{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"My Husband Fought a Private War No One Could See","description":"Four years ago, Shaina\u2019s life changed forever.   Her husband, Yaakov\u2014beloved, successful, devoted, admired\u2014took his own life. In this raw and deeply moving conversation, Shaina speaks openly about what it\u2019s like to live through a tragedy that many are forced to hide, but she was never given the option to silence. She shares the painful reality of loving someone who was suffering invisibly, the strength it took to keep moving forward, and the unexpected blessing of authenticity in the aftermath. This episode goes beyond grief. It confronts the stigma around mental illness in the Jewish community, the cost of suffering in silence, and the courage it takes to talk when no one else will. Shaina challenges how we view suicide\u2014not as weakness, but as a battle fought daily\u2014and why telling the truth may be the only way to prevent the next tragedy. This is not an easy listen. But it is a necessary one.   For help and mental health resources please visit https:\/\/behindthefaces.org    This episode was made possible thanks to our sponsors:   \u25ba PZ Deals - Download the app and never pay full price again!     https:\/\/app.pz.deals\/install\/mpp    _______________________________________   \u25ba Colel Chabad Pushka App - The easiest way to give Tzedaka   https:\/\/pushkapp.cc\/meaningful   _______________________________________   \u25baRothenberg Law Firm   Personal Injury Law Firm For 50+ years!   Reach out Today for Free Case Evaluation   https:\/\/shorturl.at\/JFKHH     ______________________________________       \u25ba Town Appliance - Visit the website or message them on WhatsApp     https:\/\/www.townappliance.com     https:\/\/bit.ly\/Townappliance_whatsapp    ______________________________________   \u25ba Dream Raffle Win a brand new and fully furnished $1,200,000 apartment in Yerushalayim!    Use Promo code MPP for $10 off and to receive double tickets!   https:\/\/thedreamraffle.com\/      ______________________________________   \u25ba Pesach with Bordeaux      \ud83c\udf1f Pesach with Bordeaux 2026 is proudly partnered with Meaningful Minute to bring you amazing,inspiring and uplifting spiritual content this year!  \ud83c\udf1f Join us in Stamford, Connecticut for another spectacular, star-studded year \u2728\ud83c\udf77 This year\u2014experience true *relaxation*, where every detail is taken care of. \ud83d\ude0c\ud83c\udf38 Rooms are filling quickly \u2014 don\u2019t wait!   \ud83d\udcde Call\/Text: 347-699-6120 \ud83c\udf10 www.pesachwithbordeaux.com \ud83d\udcac Chat with us on WhatsApp!  https:\/\/wa.me\/13476996120 ","author_name":"Meaningful People","author_url":"https:\/\/meaningfulpeoplepodcast.com","html":"