{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"My Anger Consumes Me","description":"After my job loss, I was invited to do an interview which became the most popular one on our local radio show. A few days ago was the 40th year anniversary of a school shooting in Concord and I talked to one of the students who went through it. In this episode, I go on a trip down memory lane.&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Key Takeaways:&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; [1:25] I don\u2019t feel like I\u2019ve made a lot of progress&amp;nbsp; [2:12] 40 years ago there was a school shooting in Concord&amp;nbsp; [5:40] The overwhelming grief of the mother&amp;nbsp; [6:34] I talked to one of the students that went through it&amp;nbsp; [8:02] Why is my anger getting in the way?&amp;nbsp; [13:37] My interview on my job loss&amp;nbsp; [18:41] I\u2019m angry, frustrated, and lonely&amp;nbsp;   Resources: &amp;nbsp;    1985 School Shooting    Interview with Paul Part 1    Interview with Paul Part 2   &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp;  Be a guest on the podcast&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/39335505\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/39335505"}