{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Story: The Bug He Couldn't Name - A 15-Year Fight Inside One Developer's Mind","description":"Imagine facing a problem you can\u2019t name, something that feels bigger than any bug you\u2019ve ever had to fix. How do you debug your own mind when you don\u2019t even know what\u2019s wrong? Burke Holland\u2019s story starts with a college party and a bad trip that leaves a deeper mark than he expects. Sleep gets harder. Fear creeps in. His life starts shrinking. School falls apart, friends drift away, and he ends up back at home trying to understand what\u2019s happening to him. He looks for structure in the Coast Guard. Later he discovers computers and realizes he might have found the thing he\u2019s meant to do. But the shadow that followed him out of that party doesn\u2019t care about career paths. It shows up during college, during work, during marriage, during parenthood. Sometimes it\u2019s quiet, sometimes it knocks him completely flat. This is the story of a developer who looks effortless on stage but spent years fighting something no one else could see, and what changed once he finally understood what he was up against. &amp;nbsp; What do you do when the hardest problem in your life isn\u2019t in your code, but in yourself?  Episode Page Support The Show Subscribe To The Podcast Join The Newsletter  &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"CoRecursive: Coding Stories","author_url":"http:\/\/corecursive.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/39235040\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/39235040"}