{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Science Guy Died","description":"Science Guy was my high school biology teacher who I lost my virginity to. He died a couple of months ago and I only found out a few weeks ago. I\u2019m grieving for him and many people have an opinion on that. But two things can be true: I can realize the good moments we had together and also realize it was inappropriate.&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Key Takeaways:&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; [0:00] Being sexually abused as a child and being told to be quiet&amp;nbsp; [4:20] Science guy died a few months ago, reeling in the good and bad [11:35] Feeling wanted by an older man and joining track to spend time with him&amp;nbsp; [16:29] I took my post on grieving Bruce down as the comments were ugly [20:57] The relationship was inappropriate, but it wasn\u2019t uncommon&amp;nbsp; [26:08] Part of me is angry that it feels like people tell me how to heal&amp;nbsp; [28:42] Being told I had to tell my story in front of the school board&amp;nbsp; [30:07] Being attacked for this and getting a restraining order&amp;nbsp; [32:10] Still crying over the mix of emotions I feel&amp;nbsp; [34:51] I know there are many more people like me&amp;nbsp;   Resources: &amp;nbsp;    The Silence of Great Distance&amp;nbsp;     Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp;  Be a guest on the podcast&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/38805165\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/38805165"}