{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Re-Air: Ep. 55 - The Lows and Highs of my Sophomore Year","description":"My sophomore year was full of ups and downs. I went into the year not knowing where to sit at lunch, and unsure of myself. I ended up going to Germany, quitting gymnastics, joining the cheer team, and becoming a track star. As all these amazing things happened, I spent more time with my teacher, science guy, which quickly became something more.&amp;nbsp;   Key Takeaways: &amp;nbsp; [8:30] Going to gymnastics camp again and feeling harassed&amp;nbsp; [11:03] Gymnastics camp giving me a social life [12:36] My eventful first day of 10th grade as a cheerleader [13:58] Mr. Smith made such an impact on my life [17:07] Going to science guy\u2019s class and being humiliated&amp;nbsp; [19:34] Enjoying cheerleading, dances, getting drunk and in trouble [24:35] Quitting gymnastics and struggling with my asthma&amp;nbsp; [26:25] Keeping myself insanely busy and trying to find a new social group [28:39] Starting to spend time with science guy in his apartment [30:28] I struggle with boundaries and where lines can blur with teachers&amp;nbsp; [34:01] Making excuses to spend more and more time with science guy&amp;nbsp; [36:30] Going out for track because of science guy, but struggling with asthma&amp;nbsp; [41:24] Feeling like I fit in, becoming a track star, and getting popular&amp;nbsp; [45:57] Having sex for the first time at 15 and the trauma repeating in my life&amp;nbsp; [50:53] I recreated the abuse and trauma from when I was younger&amp;nbsp;   Resources: &amp;nbsp;    The Silence of Great Distance&amp;nbsp;    The Body Keeps the Score     Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp;  Be a guest on the podcast&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"A Thousand Tiny Steps","author_url":"http:\/\/athousandtinysteps.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/38575200\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/38575200"}