{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"When I said I'm grieving but no one died","description":"This episode is about the kind of grief that doesn\u2019t come with a funeral. The kind you can\u2019t explain because no one died but something in you did. I\u2019m talking about the grief of old identities, broken patterns, emotional abandonment, unspoken childhood wounds and realizing you\u2019ve hurt people you love without meaning to. I share what it feels like to hit rock bottom emotionally from a firsthand, real time perspective, espcially in these past few weeks, and how scenes from old movies, ancestral stories and inner child work crack something wide open in me during these times. This isn\u2019t about giving advice. It\u2019s about telling the truth. About being self aware enough to recognize our own patterns... and really seeing and feeling them, not just intellectualizing them. It sucks grieving what doesn't have a name. It's hard. Whether you\u2019re grieving someone who\u2019s still alive, a version of yourself that no longer aligns or a life that didn\u2019t unfold the way you hope, this one\u2019s for you. ","author_name":"Actually, I Meant That","author_url":"https:\/\/sites.libsyn.com\/541972","html":"