{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Episode 93: My Husband Died. Damn It. (3 of 3)","description":"Gut-busting, emphatic, grand finale. First, listen someplace where it\u2019s safe to pee your pants. Why Susan\u2019s Uber driver advises her to lock the hotel door and under no circumstances come out until morning.&amp;nbsp; Pretending all is okay--when it\u2019s not. Telling your family to shut the fuctuplets up. Is God kept on retainer? The High School Provocative Classmates Widow Group.&amp;nbsp; Susan Can\u2019t imagine falling in love again. Oh God, I\u2019m blushing. Can you say vi-vi-vibrators? Life\u2019s three stages according to Susan: what sex, food, and bowel movements have in common. Women pee their pants. Susan gets solicited by a hot-to-trot widower looking to replace his dead caregiver. Why Susan transforms her basement into a NYC Greenwich Village Bohemian apartment. Hard and unasked questions. Regret, resentment, risk, and fear. Mark was worth missing. Why Amazon delivers 12 bottles of body wash, after Mark dies.&amp;nbsp; And there\u2019s more\u2026 If you haven't listened to Parts 1 or 2, link here:  Part 1&amp;nbsp;  Part 2 Thanks for listening. Yes, and... Because you shouldn't have to journey alone, join me in the My Spouse Died Too community email list for members-only benefits:  Behind-the-scenes commentary gives you deeper insight--helps you heal. Episode alerts so you'll know when a new episode is ready. Updates on past podcast guests because their journeys continue too. Plus more thoughts, resources, and random widowed journey stuff I discover. And it's the best way to contact me.  Because you shouldn't have to journey alone. Sign-up takes less than thirty-two seconds. Here's the link: https:\/\/www.myspousediedtoo.com. Hope. Heal. Find love again. Give grief the middle finger. ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright \u00a9 2019-2024 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics \u00a9 2019-2024 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. ","author_name":"My Spouse Died Too","author_url":"http:\/\/myspousediedtoo.libsyn.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/29429878\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/29429878"}