{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"366 SelfWork: The Risk of Self-Transparency: What Are You Afraid People Will See?","description":"Today we\u2019re focusing on your choice to be transparent and how it can be important in your mental health. Self-transparency. Think of it like this \u2013 if you put a lot of energy into covering up \u2013 into not allowing anyone to see your own struggles. There can be repercussions from that. You\u2019re living in fear of being known \u2013 of being seen. What are you so afraid of people seeing? And what would have to happen for you to risk transparency? The SpeakPipe voicemail is from a listener who wants to know how she can determine her own diagnosis, if it\u2019s CPTSD or BPD. She\u2019s worried about her own kids \u2013 so I\u2019ll do my best to answer her. But let\u2019s just say \u2013 anyone who\u2019s concerned about their impact on their children already may have my vote as NOT having BPD \u2013 but we\u2019ll talk more about that dynamic. Advertisers' Links:&amp;nbsp; Click&amp;nbsp;HERE&amp;nbsp;for the NEW fabulous offer from AG1 \u2013 with bonus product with your subscription! Have you been putting off getting help? BetterHelp, the #1 online therapy provider, has a special offer for you now! You can hear more about this and many other topics by listening to my podcast,&amp;nbsp;SelfWork with Dr. Margaret Rutherford.&amp;nbsp;Subscribe&amp;nbsp;to&amp;nbsp;my website&amp;nbsp;and receive my weekly newsletter including a blog post and podcast! If you\u2019d like to join my FaceBook closed group, then click&amp;nbsp;here&amp;nbsp;and answer the membership questions! Welcome! My book entitled&amp;nbsp;Perfectly Hidden Depression&amp;nbsp;is available&amp;nbsp;here!&amp;nbsp;Its message is specifically for those with a struggle with strong perfectionism which acts to mask underlying emotional pain. But the many self-help techniques described can be used by everyone who chooses to begin to address emotions long hidden away that are clouding and sabotaging your current life. And there\u2019s another way to send me a message! You can record by clicking below and ask your question or make a comment. You\u2019ll have 90 seconds to do so and that time goes quickly. By recording, you\u2019re giving SelfWork (and me) permission to use your voice on the podcast. I\u2019ll look forward to hearing from you!  &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"The SelfWork Podcast","author_url":"https:\/\/drmargaretrutherford.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/28496810\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/163371317"}