{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Episode 90: My Ex Died. Grief Ambushed Me. (3 of 3)","description":"\u201cAre you sitting down?\u201d When you answer your phone and the caller says this, does lousy news always ensue? Kady ruminates over how to deliver bad news to her teen daughter. Grief ambushes Kady. Kady details her what-ifs. Mourning what you thought could be. What Kady believes causes her grief\u2014an eloquent explanation. Can death deliver relief? Kady\u2019s fear-filled recurring nightmare about Mikey. If you haven't listened to Parts 1 or 2, link here:  Part 1   Part 2 More EX grief stories? Listen to my sister Vickey's episode 11: Three Weddings.  (Vickey grieves the loss of an ex-husband. Ken, her ex, is the father of Vickey\u2019s two sons. First-born son Derek, a U.S. Marine, was killed in Iraq.) Thank you for listening. Yes, and... Because you shouldn't have to journey alone, join me in the My Spouse Died Too community email list for members-only benefits: Behind-the-scenes commentary gives you deeper insight--helps you heal. Episode alerts so you'll know when a new episode is ready. Updates on past podcast guests because their journeys continue too. Plus more thoughts, resources, and random widowed journey stuff I discover. And it's the best way to contact me. Because you shouldn't have to journey alone. Sign-up takes less than thirty-two seconds. Here's the link: https:\/\/www.myspousediedtoo.com. Hope. Heal. Find love again. Give grief the middle finger. ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright \u00a9 2019-2023 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics \u00a9 2019-2023 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary ","author_name":"My Spouse Died Too","author_url":"http:\/\/myspousediedtoo.libsyn.com","html":"