{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Episode 160 :: Jennifer Dukes Lee :: Stories of Questions and Ruthless Self-Discovering Answers","description":"  I am so delighted to share with you my conversation with the lovely and amazing Jennifer Dukes Lee. Jennifer is a Bible teacher and writer living on a fifth-generation farm in the middle of Iowa with her family. She began her career of words working in journalism and was on the way to a successful political correspondent career. Then, the Lord called her and her husband to the farm life raising crops and daughters, and there, she began to really wrestle with the faith she grew up in, and used her interrogation skills from her journalism career and took them to God and His word. What she found there was so rich and full and transformative, and God began to help her share what she was learning and invite others into that same adventure.    Her latest work is a guided journal titled  Stuff I\u2019d Only Tell God: A Guided Journal of Courageous, Honesty, Obsessive Truth-Telling, and Beautifully Ruthless Self-Discovery.  The journal is a book of questions and prompts because as Jennifer says there are beautiful things that can be encountered at the end of a question mark. It is unlike any other journal I\u2019ve ever encountered, it is full of questions that plumb the depths of your soul, and others that make you laugh out loud. Jennifer and I even share some of our answers to some of the really funny ones later in this episode, but much of what we talk about today is unpacking how we perceive Jesus\u2019 questions, the tones we assign to scripture, why we resist growth, questions, and are scared to confess our doubts. Jesus is not afraid of what He already knows we\u2019re wrestling with. Perhaps this conversation will serve as an invitation for you to consider what He may have for you at the end of a question mark.    Y\u2019all I cannot express how much I enjoyed this journal. It has given me space to be all the versions of myself. Serious me, introspective me, silly me, music-obsessed me, all of it. Is it hard for you to answer questions about yourself? Serious ones or lighthearted ones? Are you like me and struggle to embrace fun and whimsy in your life?&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;   I want to challenge you to hold space for the weird and the wonderful in you, no matter what that looks like. The Lord welcomes you, as you are, as He made you, questions, doubts, quirks, and all. I hope this conversation serves as a catalyst for just that. You matter, and your story matters.&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;   Connecting with Jennifer:  Stuff I\u2019d Only Tell God: A Guided Journal of Courageous, Honesty, Obsessive Truth-Telling, and Beautifully Ruthless Self-Discovery&amp;nbsp;  Books  Facebook  Instagram  (The seperate journal\u2019s  instagram page!)  Website &amp;nbsp;   References:  Grief bacon- \u201ckummerspeck\u201d  Baker Publishing Group  (hey, to my friends!)  Bethany Publishers   Jennifer\u2019s post about her daughter going to Oxford&amp;nbsp;  \u201cDes Moines Register\u201d  (newspaper)  \u201cThe Chosen\u201d - Jesus and Simon \u201cI\u2019ve got you.\u201d  Growing Slow&amp;nbsp;  Annie F. Downs  8 Track Tape&amp;nbsp;  \u201cThe Osmond Family Christmas\u201d   \u201cChipmunk Punk\u201d- Alvin and The Chipmunks  \u201cThriller\u201d- Michael Jackson  \u201cPump up the Jam\u201d  \u201cMake You Sweat\u201d (\u201cEverybody Dance Now\u201d)  C+C Music Factory&amp;nbsp;  \u201cCan\u2019t Touch This\u201d MC Hammer  \u201cVogue\u201d - Madonna   The Stuff I\u2019d Only Tell God playlist&amp;nbsp;  The band Chicago   \u201cCinderella\u201d Disney movie soundtrack  Casey Kasem American Top 40  (now Ryan Seacrest) Countdown   \u201cPhenomenon\u201d movie soundtrack   \u201cFrench Kiss\u201d movie soundtrack&amp;nbsp;  \u201cDizzy Up the Girl\u201d by Goo Goo Dolls   Maverick City Music&amp;nbsp;   Brandon Lake&amp;nbsp;  \u201cBaby\u2019s Black Balloon\u201d - Goo Goo Dolls  \u201cTubthumping\u201d by Chabuwamba&amp;nbsp;  \u201cHome\u201d by Phillip Phillips  \u201cHome\u201d by Edward Sharpe and the Magenetic Zeros  \u201cThe Walking Dead\u201d &amp;nbsp;   Scripture References:   John 20:24-29-Thomas   Matthew 12:1-8,   Mark 2:23-28,   Matthew 15:1-9,   Luke 6:1-5,   John 8:1-11- The disciples\u2019 concern with breaking the Law  (and the Pharisees and Sadducees, and etc)   Acts 9 -Scales came off Paul\u2019s eyes   John 5:1-15-  Do you want to get well?   Luke 18:41-43-  what do you want me to do for you?  Matthew 14:31  - Why did you doubt?  John 6:67  - You do not want to leave too, do you?   Matthew 26:14-30,   Luke 22 (this account is different than John. John says he was \u201cprompted\u201d to betray Jesus, and after Jesus fed him the bread, Satan entered Judas and he left the supper)&amp;nbsp;   John 13- When Jesus speaks to Judas&amp;nbsp;   Luke 2:1-20- Jesus showed up as a baby&amp;nbsp;  Luke 2:52-Jesus grew up in wisdom and stature&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;   Sponsor for this Episode:  Hopefuel   Use the code 'SIMPLY15' for 15% off  Instagram   Website &amp;nbsp;   Please consider joining our  Patreon community.  If you have enjoyed what you have heard on the podcast today or from other episodes, we would so appreciate your support to keep the  Simply Stories Podcast going. You can sign up for as little as $3 a month and each tier offers gifts that I hope will bless you in return. If you feel you cannot financially commit at this time, would you please consider leaving us a star rating and\/or review on   Apple Podcasts? My family and I are so grateful for each of you and how you are part of our story.&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;   Connecting with Emily and Simply Stories Podcast: Instagram (Em life  \/\/  Podcast Life) Facebook Twitter Blog&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"Simply Stories Podcast","author_url":"http:\/\/simplystories.libsyn.com\/website","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/27591318\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/156883803"}