{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Could I Be A Voice For Those Still Suffering? Pt. 1","description":"Welcome to today\u2019s podcast, a first-person recovery story which we believe is a unique contribution to the resources on extreme state psychology\u2014particularly around the phenomenon of cutting. The arc of our story begins with Julia, who\u2019s lost in a hellish life predicament, feeling \u201cintrinsically ruined\u201d\u2014with no sense of a way out. At this point, pretty much everything she\u2019s known as reliable reference points have been lost, and her confused acts and thoughts are only begetting more confusion and pain. Making matters worse, the trauma that lies at the root of her extremely dangerous cutting and suicidality is being compounded by systemic abuse\u2014even as she\u2019s looking for help. Life has truly become a nightmare, and any hope she once had has evaporated in the heat of her turmoil. ","author_name":"Windhorse Journal Podcast","author_url":"https:\/\/windhorsecommunityservices.com\/journal\/","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/23069789\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/127382447"}