{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Not Fitting In - Recovered 1230","description":"Before we ever picked up a drink, we didn\u2019t fit in. We felt different. But when we started using, we became accustomed to living in a world where drugs and alcohol provided us the ability to cope. We finally fit in. Then the bottom came. In early recovery, coping with this new way of living is hard. We are not happy, joyous, and free like the others we see. At the same time, we are not using. We don\u2019t fit in again. The pink cloud vanished. Now, we were told it\u2019s time to get to work. It\u2019s time to develop the coping skills we always lacked. It\u2019s time to work on a program of recovery. In the process, we developed intimate relationships with like-minded people and a host of coping skills. We found the cure to Not Fitting In. Tonight, we talk about Not Fitting In. http:\/\/recoveredcast.com For information on the Book &quot;Powerless Not Helpless&quot;  Link to Buddy' Book Through Our Affiliate ","author_name":"Recovered Podcast","author_url":"http:\/\/recoveredcast.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/22071335\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/09111b\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/22071335"}