{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"BONUS: Am I even Ready to Baby Mamma?","description":"Today I'm dropping a bonus episode!! I want to share with you all where I have been mentally now that I have found out that I am a Baby Mamma. There has been a lot of drama in my head and want to share and how all the &quot;left&quot; turn life events that have happened to me have helped somewhat prepare for this upcoming journey as a mother.&amp;nbsp; I don't think I will ever feel ready and that is OK! This uneasy or &quot;not ready&quot; feeling has felt very familiar in many of previous life events and today I want to share with you the questions I have been asking myself during this time of transition.&amp;nbsp; Hope you can resonate with these self-reflective questions and help you wherever you are in your journey of life!&amp;nbsp; Feel free to reach out to me on IG @Jaennika.James ","author_name":"On Purpose with Jaennika James","author_url":"http:\/\/essentialempowered.libsyn.com\/website","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/18342752\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/item\/18342752"}