{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Episode 12: Help! I am out of Control!","description":"I promise I'll stop looking at porn... I commit to my partner... I commit to myself... I commit to God... And yet, a few days\/weeks\/months later, I'm typing words in the search bar. Words I'm ashamed of. Then I sit and look at things that go completely against my values. Why can't I stop? Why do I feel so out-of-control? Why can't I just not look? How is this not an addiction? And if it's not... what is it? Let's talk bout that in this week's episode. ","author_name":"Rethinking Porn Addiction - A Sexual Health Show","author_url":"http:\/\/rethinkingpornaddiction.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/17288732\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/4f82ff\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/93173306"}