{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"I Talked to Gillian Without a Shield - Number 46","description":"I\u2019ve spent my life hiding and so much of my list reflects that fact as I\u2019ve repeatedly fought to break out of that pattern. It hasn\u2019t gotten easier. I think some things have, the more I\u2019ve been exposed to them, but not this. I knew I would regret it for the rest of my life if I didn\u2019t push through my fear, yet again, and do number 46 on my list...talked to Gillian without a shield.&amp;nbsp;  If you enjoyed this episode and want to dig deeper into each story, my husband Rob and I do an exclusive companion podcast on my Patreon page. &amp;nbsp;We give further background into the story and include the spouse's perspective. &amp;nbsp;Each one of these episodes averages 45 minutes to an hour. Find the link below. Patreon @brokentobrave I also share different content across my social media channels and at my blog on the website. &amp;nbsp; Podcast Broken to Brave on Libsyn WebsiteBrokenToBrave.com Facebook @BrokentoBravePodcast Twitter @broken2brave Please rate and review Broken to Brave wherever you listen to this podcast. It truly helps others find the show and hopefully can help others, like myself, to become braver in their own lives and to heal.  &amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"Broken to Brave","author_url":"http:\/\/www.southgatemediagroup.com\/broken-to-brave-podcast","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/17053037\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/90077909"}