{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"Not Here. Not Now.","description":"John Allen and what is. 0:50 Mothers day spike. 1:40 Making jokes as a defence mechanism. Whew LOL 2:25 Lets start with something right off the bat: I don\u2019t know shit 3:32 Everything I have done is for a little bit of time. 4:20 I hate who I am when I am with other people 5:30 Viewer mail: Love me love please love me. 6:01 GPS locating in brain produces lots of good shit. 6:35 The buddhists...LOL 7:26 Gapped out like an old guy or doing a Joe Biden 8:00 Embarrassing moment for me listening to this part...more embarrassing than usual that is. 8:50 The Buddhists again. 9:30 What the fuck is this? 10:15 True confession: I was a rich kid and I didn\u2019t like to suffer. 11:40 The whole point of parenting is that you are going to get it wrong. Whew LOL 11:50 Every action produces good and bad consequences and whether it is good or bad depends on where you are judging it from. 14:00 Viewer mail: Falling off the wagon 15:00 I'm interested in suffering. 16:18 I was an angry guy what can I say? 16:40 I didn\u2019t have to fix the traffic jam. 17:50 You can't die before your time. 18:30 Why all of you are juicing... 20:00 When I get a grab in the stomach I know something is coming. 20:20 Juicing again 21:20 Attention is love 23:00 The sound of mind. 24:31 Drink a bottle of scotch and your mind will slow down and then shut right down when your head hits the table 24:35 Satori. Bliss. Until you wake up in the empty pizza box. 27:30 The fifth of vodka my mother used to hide in the dishwasher 28:15 In this moment we have everything we need or we would be dead. 30:00 Watch 31:13 The one story in the universe. The hurricane that never ends. 31:30 I want to have a drink 34:10 Where do you feel that anxiety? 35:00 Am I proselytizing? Ya think? Asshole LOL 36:00 Labels 36:30 Looking past the image of your foot. 37:03 Don't think about a Pink Elephant 38:15 Oh oh...Why is he doing this? Is this pretentious? Yikes...What do you think this is? Headspace? 41:28 Be with the tree man...Sheesh 42:00 Joe Biden gaffed. I thought it was a good joke. You ain't black. Come on Man...LOL 44:20 Don\u2019t misunderestimate the Trumpster.  Remember Steve Atwater. 45:20 "I just lost the south for a generation." LBJ on signing Civil rights Act legislation. He was wrong. Its been three generations. 47:35 You survived so many things that you didn't think you had a shot at... 48:27 Boo hoo 48:30 Some advice and a  segue. 50:00 Have I fucked this up? Fifty minutes that's long enough for anybody. 50:19 Didn\u2019t seem to be. Bonus part 2. Really? You have more to say? Lordy 50:35 On the porch after doing some yard work. 52:00 99 percent of people make the dumplings 53:00 The mind is constantly trying to figure shit out. 54:00 The bird singing is technical and adaptive. It had to learn to sing then had to forget what it learned. 55:16 Fuckin' heaven. Maybe I am a hippie. 57:00 Finger waggin' 58:00 Viral cloud of death 59:07 Not here. Not now. No thing ","author_name":"My Life in Show Business","author_url":"http:\/\/mylifeinshowbusiness.libsyn.com\/website","html":"