{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"The Night I Tried Suicide","description":"In this episode I cover the month or so from the end of my marriage to the night I tried to overdose.&amp;nbsp; As you can tell, I was unsuccessful. I have had many people ask me about this time period, so I thought I should cover it.  I could have made a better choice, but it propelled me forward and I haven't stopped moving forward since.&amp;nbsp;  Ask for help. Call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-273-8255  From here on the episodes get much more uplifting and motivational.&amp;nbsp;  Thanks for listening. Ask questions.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; ","author_name":"Doug in a Pub podcast","author_url":"http:\/\/www.douginapub.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/13455914\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/66687749"}