{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"The Beginning","description":"I go back to the beginning and talk about who I was before my suicide attempt. Some of the bigger events and some things that show who I used to be.  I had some people ask me some tough questions, and I needed to backup my story so I could try to answer them properly.&amp;nbsp; This is in preparation for really digging into the changes I made to become who I am today. I will try to offer strategies and ideas to help others.|  As always, ask questions. doug@douginapub.com www.douginapub.com ","author_name":"Doug in a Pub podcast","author_url":"http:\/\/www.douginapub.com","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/13204694\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/65289794"}