{"version":1,"type":"rich","provider_name":"Libsyn","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.libsyn.com","height":90,"width":600,"title":"KAYSIE STEELE: &quot;Finding God in the Now: A Story of Suffering and Gratitude&quot;","description":"In the faith tradition I grew up in, there really was no place for a theology of suffering and pain. &amp;nbsp;It was something that was to be prayed away or never occur in the first place. &amp;nbsp;People hid suffering or felt shame around it, feeling they maybe their faith was insufficient or there was some unconfessed sin in their life that hindered healing. &amp;nbsp;That belief system has grew more and more troublesome to me until I threw it out altogether years ago. &amp;nbsp;There is something mysterious that happens in suffering and in pain, a connection with Jesus that perhaps cannot be found in other ways. &amp;nbsp;My friend Kaysie Steele has experienced tremendous emotional and physical suffering throughout her life, yet her journey with Jesus has grown deeper and richer through it. &amp;nbsp;Today, she shares beautifully about the suffering she experienced as a child of an alcoholic father and the suffering she currently endures due to chronic back pain. &amp;nbsp;It will inspire and nourish your soul for sure. &amp;nbsp; Kaysie's blog is www.steelestanding.blog She references the following in our conversation. &amp;nbsp;They can be purchased via my Amazon affiliate links here: The Body Keeps the Score https:\/\/amzn.to\/2Upp3R3 Authors David Benner and Anne Lamott ","author_name":"NOURISH Podcast with Kim Bakaev","author_url":"http:\/\/kimbakaev.libsyn.com\/website","html":"<iframe title=\"Libsyn Player\" style=\"border: none\" src=\"\/\/html5-player.libsyn.com\/embed\/episode\/id\/13038923\/height\/90\/theme\/custom\/thumbnail\/yes\/direction\/forward\/render-playlist\/no\/custom-color\/88AA3C\/\" height=\"90\" width=\"600\" scrolling=\"no\"  allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen><\/iframe>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/assets.libsyn.com\/secure\/content\/64226870"}