1 rich Libsyn https://www.libsyn.com 90 600 I left Spain to figure out what was wrong with me.&amp;nbsp; I had the dream life. The cobblestone streets. The European light. The copper bathtub imported from England that cost eleven thousand euros.&amp;nbsp; And I was miserable in ways I didn't have words for yet.&amp;nbsp; So I left. Convinced I was the problem.&amp;nbsp; I was wrong.&amp;nbsp; In this episode I'm recording from Harrison Hot Springs - sitting in a mineral pool, in the middle of a meditation that turned into a download - and I finally understand what I was actually running from. And why leaving was the most sane thing I ever did.&amp;nbsp; This is the episode for the woman who has spent years trying to fix herself. The woman who has read the books, done the work, followed the rules - and still feels like something is fundamentally broken.&amp;nbsp; Nothing is broken.&amp;nbsp; But something is wrong.&amp;nbsp; And until you figure out what that is, you will keep building beautiful lives on foundations that cannot hold you.&amp;nbsp; This is where we start.&amp;nbsp; Join The Phoenix&amp;nbsp; Get the book&amp;nbsp; The Selfish Woman https://www.valeriejones.ca <iframe title="Libsyn Player" style="border: none" src="//html5-player.libsyn.com/embed/episode/id/40475550/height/90/theme/custom/thumbnail/yes/direction/forward/render-playlist/no/custom-color/88AA3C/" height="90" width="600" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen></iframe> https://assets.libsyn.com/secure/item/40475550