1 rich Libsyn https://www.libsyn.com 90 600 When I walked away from Jesus, there were very preventable things Jesus outlined that I wasn't practicing to preserve the connection he paid for with his blood&amp;nbsp; I wasn't reading His word and meditating on the scriptures to renew my mind with the mind of Christ.&amp;nbsp; I wasn't praying daily out of devotion to preserve and deepen my connection. I wasn't looking at Jesus's model of deliverance and being delievered from demonic oppression in my life.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; I felt guilty when I couldn't get out of sin cycles -- that God was disappointed in me because I was disappointed in myself. But what if someone had discipled me early on, showing me what it meant to walk with Jesus at an intimate level? What if I realized that my relationship with Jesus was a relational process of transformation and not a perfection I needed to obtain?&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; In this week's podcast, we go into the things I wish I had known when all hell broke loose after I got saved.&amp;nbsp; And that nothing was WRONG. Instagram: @christablacksingh Head to Heart http://headtoheart.libsyn.com/podcast <iframe title="Libsyn Player" style="border: none" src="//html5-player.libsyn.com/embed/episode/id/39817115/height/90/theme/custom/thumbnail/yes/direction/forward/render-playlist/no/custom-color/88AA3C/" height="90" width="600" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen></iframe> https://assets.libsyn.com/secure/content/197739890