1 rich Libsyn https://www.libsyn.com 90 600 Science Guy was my high school biology teacher who I lost my virginity to. He died a couple of months ago and I only found out a few weeks ago. I’m grieving for him and many people have an opinion on that. But two things can be true: I can realize the good moments we had together and also realize it was inappropriate.&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Key Takeaways:&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; [0:00] Being sexually abused as a child and being told to be quiet&amp;nbsp; [4:20] Science guy died a few months ago, reeling in the good and bad [11:35] Feeling wanted by an older man and joining track to spend time with him&amp;nbsp; [16:29] I took my post on grieving Bruce down as the comments were ugly [20:57] The relationship was inappropriate, but it wasn’t uncommon&amp;nbsp; [26:08] Part of me is angry that it feels like people tell me how to heal&amp;nbsp; [28:42] Being told I had to tell my story in front of the school board&amp;nbsp; [30:07] Being attacked for this and getting a restraining order&amp;nbsp; [32:10] Still crying over the mix of emotions I feel&amp;nbsp; [34:51] I know there are many more people like me&amp;nbsp; Resources: &amp;nbsp; The Silence of Great Distance&amp;nbsp; Connect with Barb: &amp;nbsp; Website &amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;nbsp; Be a guest on the podcast&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;nbsp; A Thousand Tiny Steps http://athousandtinysteps.com <iframe title="Libsyn Player" style="border: none" src="//html5-player.libsyn.com/embed/episode/id/38805165/height/90/theme/custom/thumbnail/yes/direction/forward/render-playlist/no/custom-color/88AA3C/" height="90" width="600" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen></iframe> https://assets.libsyn.com/secure/item/38805165