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  <title>Re-Air: Ep. 55 - The Lows and Highs of my Sophomore Year</title>
  <description>My sophomore year was full of ups and downs. I went into the year not knowing where to sit at lunch, and unsure of myself. I ended up going to Germany, quitting gymnastics, joining the cheer team, and becoming a track star. As all these amazing things happened, I spent more time with my teacher, science guy, which quickly became something more.&amp;amp;nbsp;   Key Takeaways: &amp;amp;nbsp; [8:30] Going to gymnastics camp again and feeling harassed&amp;amp;nbsp; [11:03] Gymnastics camp giving me a social life [12:36] My eventful first day of 10th grade as a cheerleader [13:58] Mr. Smith made such an impact on my life [17:07] Going to science guy’s class and being humiliated&amp;amp;nbsp; [19:34] Enjoying cheerleading, dances, getting drunk and in trouble [24:35] Quitting gymnastics and struggling with my asthma&amp;amp;nbsp; [26:25] Keeping myself insanely busy and trying to find a new social group [28:39] Starting to spend time with science guy in his apartment [30:28] I struggle with boundaries and where lines can blur with teachers&amp;amp;nbsp; [34:01] Making excuses to spend more and more time with science guy&amp;amp;nbsp; [36:30] Going out for track because of science guy, but struggling with asthma&amp;amp;nbsp; [41:24] Feeling like I fit in, becoming a track star, and getting popular&amp;amp;nbsp; [45:57] Having sex for the first time at 15 and the trauma repeating in my life&amp;amp;nbsp; [50:53] I recreated the abuse and trauma from when I was younger&amp;amp;nbsp;   Resources: &amp;amp;nbsp;    The Silence of Great Distance&amp;amp;nbsp;    The Body Keeps the Score     Connect with Barb: &amp;amp;nbsp; Website &amp;amp;nbsp; Facebook&amp;amp;nbsp; &amp;amp;nbsp; Instagram &amp;amp;nbsp;  Be a guest on the podcast&amp;amp;nbsp; &amp;amp;nbsp; YouTube &amp;amp;nbsp; The Molly B Foundation &amp;amp;nbsp; </description>
  <author_name>A Thousand Tiny Steps</author_name>
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