1 rich Libsyn https://www.libsyn.com 90 600 Not Dead Yet John Allen and what is. 0:30 &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I’ve been walking and talking. Everything is a groove 1:20 What the fuck is going on right now? 2:00 Not Suffering when you are falling off a cliff. 3:12 If we all believe the same story we can all get together and kill things 6:00 What are you going to do? 7;00 Fairy tales, fairy tales 8:40 If you are feeling bad then it’s because you think this moment should be different 9:15 Case study…Blah blah 10:50 Wanting can be fun and desire creates suffering. We’re fucked 11:45 this moment is exactly as it should be 13:02 Your mind makes up a lot of bullshit. That’s it job. 15:00 things appear and dissolve in us 15:45 I’ve been running from the cops for years but now glass cases 16:00 Did he just have a stroke? 17:30 All you can be sure of in this moment is I am and I am &amp;nbsp;right fucking now 21:00 It just doesn’t work out the way you thought it was going to 23:00 The creative space is a not knowing place and we don’t like it. 25:00 2 out of 15 is about right in terms of the covid 26:30 Viewer mail 28:00 let go of the anchor 30:00 God willing. Its just this 31:00 Mom Dad meet the folks 31:22 Dad stop blinking 32:00 This is fucking heaven and its all gone. My Life in Show Business http://mylifeinshowbusiness.libsyn.com/website <iframe title="Libsyn Player" style="border: none" src="//html5-player.libsyn.com/embed/episode/id/14534597/height/90/theme/custom/thumbnail/yes/direction/forward/render-playlist/no/custom-color/88AA3C/" height="90" width="600" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen></iframe> https://assets.libsyn.com/secure/item/14534597