1 rich Libsyn https://www.libsyn.com 90 600 Paul grew up in what he says should be a normal childhood.&amp;nbsp; He attended a very good school, was a good student and athlete.&amp;nbsp; But he always had a feeling of being different and inadequate.&amp;nbsp; At age 12 or 13, while playing on a hockey team, Paul drank when celebrating winning a championship game.&amp;nbsp; While he drank before, he had never got drunk until that time.&amp;nbsp; It was a horrifically sickening experience for Paul but it would not be the last time he would drink, as being drunk felt magical to him.&amp;nbsp; In high school, Paul would begin to use marijuana and experiment with narcotics.&amp;nbsp; And then he became a drug dealer. Steppin' Out Radio https://www.steppinoutradio.com <iframe title="Libsyn Player" style="border: none" src="//html5-player.libsyn.com/embed/episode/id/12999914/height/90/theme/custom/thumbnail/yes/direction/forward/render-playlist/no/custom-color/a23c23/" height="90" width="600" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen webkitallowfullscreen mozallowfullscreen oallowfullscreen msallowfullscreen></iframe> https://assets.libsyn.com/secure/item/12999914